How's that for a Howdy Doody!

Wow, things are just so bizarre, aren't they! A friend of mine and his girlfriend broke up a little while ago. Now, this friend is someone who is pretty dear to me because of the similarities on how we think, see other people, and so many other things. This friend and I can go years without seeing or speaking to eachother and when we do get together, pick up as though we'd seen eachother five minutes ago - he's just someone I "click" with, you could say.

So anyway, we've always been kinda flirty with eachother - nothing serious and nothing that would hurt anyone, but the inuendos have always been there. I'd had offers to come and sleep with him and his girlfriend - but hey, I'm into penis, so that never happened. Well we actually made a plan and got together after 19 years of being friends. I can't believe how nervous I was! It was all sorta surreal, and was everything I didn't expect. I didn't have any expectations to begin with, but if I did, this would have been on the opposite end of the scale. A VERY pleasant surprise!!

It will be interesting to see how things play out in the end, I think. All I know is that the smile hasn't left my face for days, I feel things that I haven't felt in years, and I am just going to enjoy it for what it is right now. I look forward to the feeling of euphoria and being *flushed*.